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I still remember the day I started @_big_red_style_ on @poshmark almost two years ago. After finally surrendering my heart to God’s plan for this girl, we looked at the books and out hopeful dream of adoption seemed like a goal that was so close but so far. After waiting years, it seemed out of reach…again. But this time was different somehow. I finally knew what I wanted. The question became, “Now how to get there?” My dear @adamhall46 said the most beautiful thing to my poor discouraged heart. He reminded me about the fire he saw in a young twenty something twelve years earlier. He encouraged me to give myself permission to use the thing that he loved most about this stubborn redhead, my ability to fight like hell when my back is against the wall. And that is was okay to want something more for myself. So, thats what I did. @instacart started at sunrise, swiping and jumping for the biggest, heaviest, orders. It was lockdown so there were plenty of people needing groceries and i felt healthy and able to do it--and there was unlimited earning potential. While waiting to checkout sharing, liking, posting. Thrifting in the evenings. Weekends were mostly for steaming, photographing, listing. Date night became thrifting together for what treasure we might unearth. @turo rentals on the weekends.We were a family in FULL HUSTLE MODE. I felt like it was endless, but for the first time in my life I WAS IN CHARGE of my destiny. ——> continued in comments —->