P.S. I Think of You Often: A Journey Into Understanding -- Brenda Laface

<p>From time to time, we may all feel lost, alone, and terribly confused. For Rose, it started in childhood. As an overly sensitive child, unable to get a handle on where she was or why she was, the only way Rose could get to sleep was to pretend she wasn't here, pretend she was dead. Without bearings, Rose stumbled through childhood, adolescence, and then into young adulthood collecting guilt and shame as her accumulation of unmet needs and desires battled her conscience. 'Twas only later, much later, through a series of most unfortunate events including sexual abuse, the death of her dad, the near destruction of her home, meeting her birth family, her mom's newly diagnosed cancer, and the sudden catastrophic explosion of both herself and the life she had created for herself, that Rose was jarred into a need-a desperate need-for self-understanding. Once Rose started to mine her life's memories, mysteries, and miracles for meaning, she found both the strength and courage to begin anew. Back to school as a middle-aged mother of three, Rose pursued an understanding of both herself and the world. Through an awakening process, Rose was able to transform her life into one she could be proud of, a life that delivered more happiness than she could previously have imagined. </p><p></p><p>This is the story of a life transformed, a soul who in finally finding herself-home-was able to transcend the past and understand her life from a spiritual perspective.</p><p></p><p></p><p><strong>A