Meet your Posher, John

Hi! I'm John. I recently had seizires, my friend passed away two and a half years ago after traveling to Egypt for a wedding that circumstances led her there for, her family took her on Turkish Airlines, WHICH IS NOT A SAFE AIRLINE, they took her to Turkey for 6 days, and a week after the wedding, she was buried and unexpectedly died of pneumonia, her youngest sister was delayed for two days when given a Rain Check for a flight that has seat availability the next day, I didn't know pneumonia can cause death and mad at God for taking her, her sister screamed at me and hung up, her cousin hit her and said "He's going to beat her up for laughing ", her youngest brought food to her ill sister and said "It's a misunderstanding, I was bringing food to Rudi." and the Mother said "If you don't talk nice, I'm going to hit you." I said "Tell S. (my ftiend's cousin) that I say "Hi." and on the other end " Tell him I said 'Hellooo.' ", her neice would say "She's going to jump off the roof", her Mother was mean to her, her cousins called her youngest "fat" and a "loser", her niece hit her grandmother, her cousin would smoke around her youngest and cause her asthma, I still have a hard time processing her death. Additionally, I am a native Christian follower and haven't been to church moving from another state after an experience with a weird church member, but I don't discourage myself from teaching her lesson, to love one another, I don't know how long I'm going to be alive with the seiz