Remember to be thankful to God in every situation.

I've been going through some painful things. In the midst of my pains, I'm still thankful. These overwhelming things will not destroy me. They will in turn develop a greater testimony of God's faithfulness in my life and in the lives of my loved ones. I've been blessed far more than I deserve. I realize I haven't been sharing and I sincerely haven't stopped in in effort to cause offense. I care deeply for others and I want to be used by my Father God to bless others however I can. Sometimes each of us need respite and time with the Lord, despite the knowledge of this human need. I've been writing. I've been spending time with my Lord and pouring my heart out to him. Dear friends have been used by God to bless me with a laptop that I've needed for a long time. It's ironic that I'm published and have been without a computer for nearly a decade. Did God care about the desire's of my heart? Yes, of course, but I care for others so much more. I bought a laptop for a college student when mine no longer worked. I wanted this individual to have what she needed to get a greater education. I already had what she was seeking. I'm content and I have been so blessed I cannot count all of my miracles. It's blesses me to do what I can for others. I'm no better than anyone else. I'm also honest, fair and compassionate. Right now I truly want to concentrate on God's perfect purpose for my life. I'm not leaving Poshmark, but I can't waver to and fro.