Meet your Posher, Jr.

So I have been making these bracelets for a little over a year now and I have only posted a few (I'm told is because of my fear of rejection) and the only ones I have sold have made me feel like I'm in AAU trying to make money for a tournament or a school jumpathon. So besides the few to a special lady (my mom) and friends etc. is about all, but I have put my heart into these bracelets and I have sacrificed and given not only my time but I have put other interests to the side, I haven't played xbox in over 6 months no gym..... ok well that wasn't my favorite anyways but I definitely was at the pool or basketball court there and I haven't done anything this last year that would be considered fun and the time I've spent with family has been extremely somber, besides 4 of my friends passing this last year my 28 yr old sister finally found eternal solace after only having 22 % heart function and kidney disease and other health factors noone in their 20's should have to deal with. So this last year was not that great if you were close to me and it left me shutting any and everything out except beading and eating and im finally ready to show everyone what I have been working on. so if you don't like them than drop some game on me. On everything I will try and answer every comment criticism critique compliment and any other c word I left out , and if you just don't care about beads or beading drop a line about anything. I appreciate you and this community more than i can express.