ISO stila lipstick shade natalie !! Read description

PLEASE DO NOT BUY! I know this is a stretch, but i am looking for the discontinued lipstick shade natalie by stila,, i am willing to take anything!!!! could be halfway done i dont mind. I need this shade as a part of a collection i am growing! Please if you have this shade and are willing to sell it to me for a reasonable price let me know please.