This is a NEW Portland Leather Goods Large Leather Wrap Journal in the beautiful Beluga Gray. Large: 5.5"x9" It comes with an 88 page notebook and refills are available on the PLG site. If variation, wear and lived in feel is not for you, even new Portland Leather Goods items might not be your thing. They are known for this look and feel, and variation in texture, color, etc. is normal. Please see photos for condition and ask any questions, happy to help! BUNDLE AND SAVE, OR SEND ME AN OFFER. I can’t guarantee I’ll accept them all, but I really try to do so if I can do that reasonably. Bundle and save in my closet. Thank you for checking out West Hills Studio. Some items may be cross posted.